24th May What a tiring day

Little Ryann love my wristlet.
He found himself a new toy, my wristlet. He was playing with it and constantly looking up at me and smile. So sweet. Relieve all my tiredness. I love to see him smile. Gonna miss him next week. Mummie gonna work for 1 whole week w/o off day. Sadz.

Re: Feeding
Was quite disappointed that mum did not even cook mee sua to try on Ryann. I am gg to do that tomorrow myself. Already in wits ends when it comes to feeding porridge then now mum is not even trying. Well, i cant really blame her cos she have her reasons as well. Her perception is that we cant keep forcing him to eat things that he don't like to prevent him from total rejection of it next time. The more we force, the more he is going to reject. Which has a point too. But i really don't know what to do with him now. Hopefully it is just a phrase.

p/s: Today is so tiring.(Which was also the reason why i only post this so late, unlike the usual 12mn - 1am while i am expressing milk -- I fell asleep just now and only woke up at 2.20am with a slightly full breast - supply dropping due to tiredness.) My pile of work is not completed yet and looking at next week schedule, i almost fainted. I am working 4 night shifts from 11am - 10pm. and 3 mid shifts from 9.30am - 8pm. No off days. *pengz. The night shifts are so scary. By the time i reached home which would be 11 plus, i would be super shack out. I was just sharing with my colleague, after this one week roadshow, will my son even recognized me? Sometimes i really wonder why do i need to work so hard for? Money?? Not very good money thou. Job satisfaction? Sometimes, but recently not much cos i have got so many task to do and not one completed because i simply do not have enough time and boss keep adding new things and tell me, :"This is not very urgent but it is important, i need it by next week. Thanks." Wah lau, next week still not urgent. I guess i will need to bring down my lappie to do my work at the road show. If not, sure cannot finish on time. especially the English language training for the PRCs. Giving more headache then ever.
Phoebe, Jia You. You can do it!