4th June Ryann eat rice

While eating my dinner today, Ryann keep looking at my food. So tried to feed him abit of rice. He shown abit of the yucky face but after that he did open his mouth and ask for more. Even after mum carried him out of the kitchen, he kept looking at me. So cute. Maybe my little Ryann like to act adult, want to eat rice with us. =p

Recently cannot get cod fish at the market. Hope supplies will start coming in soon.

Lots of work to do yet so troubled over personal issues. I am feeling so tired that i feel like running away. But i know i cant. Ryann need me. Only God can save our marriage already. Wild guesses make me start to think if he is seeing someone outside. I dunno why i had this feeling maybe i am just too sensitive. Even if he is not seeing someone, i dun understand how can he behave so happily yet i am feeling so hurt and painful. Maybe i should give up soon.No mood to do anything. No mood to blog. Hope tomorrow will be a happier day.