14th Aug Ryann on neubalizer =(

Last night, Ryann didn't sleep well. Put him on sarong, after awhile, he keep coughing and coughing. Shift him to the bed after a while, he cough again. Never really sleep much at all. He was crying a couple of times halfway through his sleep. So poor thing. He was running a temperature as well. Tried to paste the kool fever patch on his forehead but he keep taking it off. I didn't really sleep until 5plus in the morning until i cant take it anymore. Hubby took over. Pat him from 5 plus to 6 plus also cant sleep. Such a poor boy.

First thing in the morning, i brought him to Dr Tan. Was waiting for quite long. Ryann is 74.5cm and 9.9kg. WoW. Short yet heavy. =(

Dr Tan listen to his lungs and chest. For the first time she listen for quite long. She mentioned that this time round he is really sick. His phlegm is around his lungs and his air way is getting smaller and have got wheezing sound when he breath. These are signs of bronchitis. And if repeated may lead to asthmatic. Ryann have to be put on the neubalizer which he cried throughout the session so badly. I feel so heart pain. Dr Tan said it could be a virus as Rhys and my sister both got cough which is ongoing and chronic. It could also be genes as hubby is asthmatic plus he smokes. Dr Tan advice to ask him to quit and ask him if he smoke he cant carry Ryann as the smoke smell still will linger around the body until he bath. Haiz, Seeing Ryann cry so badly during the neubalizer session hurt my heart so much. I wish hubby could see that scene and make it a point to quit smoking and of cos understand why i keep telling him to smoke outside. When i caught him smoking in the toilet when i am not around, I cant be even bothered to tell him off because i am really tired. It is just that i do not want to quarrel with him.

When we fed him medicine, he cried so badly like slaughtering pig. So poor thing. Got so many medicine to eat. Antibiotics, fever, runny nose, allergy, phlegm and open air way. Please let him get well soon.

Dad is back but he is in a bad shape, hands all bruises due to tying of his hands. He is also not alert, eyes cant see, imagining things, couldn't answer our questions.I hope this time is not the doctor who did a wrong analysis.

argh... i am so stress, Ryann still fever, Father still so sick, No body is helping me with the party, food not ordered, cake not finalize, guest list not up, invites not done. Haiz. I am going crazy!!!