29th Aug Ryann is naughty boy

Refuse milk again. The moment he lay down on the bed he start to cry. I dun understand why but i just felt that i am angry why he just cannot be a good boy and finish his milk. Out of anger, i threw away 120ml of EBM because i cant take it anymore. He don't want to drink then i throw. NO milk if he feels hungry at night.
I am a bad mummy. Maybe i really not suitable to be a mum. No patience.

To Do list for Ryann's party.

• Order food
• Waiting for PG's reply and draft for my cake --> Drafting in progress Final confirmation mail send.
• Waiting for Balloons to arrive
• Waiting for soft copies to process the invitation cards and Magnet -- Processed and done for invites. Magnets submitted and processing.
• Need to buy goodie bags
• Develop Ryann's milestone pictures
• To complete Ryann's birthday Decor