17th Aug Mega party plus Ryann's crying day

What a day. I ended my day feeling lousy, angry and fed up.

Ryann keep crying and crying and rejecting milk. Until no choice i have to force feed him, every time the bottle comes near, he will push my hand away and i don't like that. He drink only less then 50ml sometimes refuse to drink totally. So fed up. Whole day drink abt 400ml only. Dr Tan advice to drink at least 500ml. Some more he never eat any form of solid today. Feel so lousy and frustrated that Ryann behave like that. So naughty. I don't know how to please him.

What makes things worse is every time I scolding Ryann, hubby will do those small action to protect him or play with him. So irritating. Ryann is so naughty. Cant take it. The amount of precious breast milk being thrown away is enough to be his 2-3 feeds lor.If this continues, i will ran out of EBM already. No words can describe my unhappiness becos of the whole situation. Although i felt that i was abit too persistent and demanding just now, but Ryann really need to be disciplined. Haiz...

Today went to mega party. Ryann look so shocked and amazed with those nice nice balloons. He have got 2 of the balloons home. Some mummies say Ryann lost weight. So sad. Ryann was a whiner lor. Whine and whine. On and off still throw tantrums. Really naughty and garang, thats why i voted him as mr dare devil... most garang baby! Refuse milk also. drink only 50ml then push away. =( Surprisingly he allowed Peapod to carry him and when other mummies want to carry him, he will push their hands away. So rude.
I think the way i teach him is wrong lor. I really need to read up more on disciplinary parenting books. He fell asleep in the stroller. Guess he is tired. Hubby was outside with him as usual, anti social old man. Ryann won first for the crawling baby round 1. But he lost to Jerald in the finals. Still he got himself a prize. Flash cards. =p. He got gift exchange also. A pluto plush toy. He got the most garang baby award too. Winnie the pooh drawing board. Quite fun and also messy cos too many mummies. I fell down and got myself badly bruised as the floor was so slippery. Some one split water on the floor i think. Big blue black. =(

Overall, today is a eventful day. Ryann was coughing badly and panting for a few times today. hopefully he will get better tomorrow.