1st Aug Ryann is beyond parental control

Bad day. Bad day at work too.

Mum didn't cook as today was the first day of the 7th month. Hubby was running a temperature. Went to see doctor. Our family doctor not on duty. Thus was this lady doctor. She doesnt look like a doctor with her hair so messy. Registered him and was number 14th. Doctor seeing number 10th. So thought why not wait then have dinner. We specially took a cab home. Waited and waited. almost 1.5 hours then we manage to see the doctor for a good 3 minutes, Prolly less then that. Fed up. Next time over my dead body to see doctor on friday. I rather queue up for a longer queue to see Doc Yeo then to see her. =(

Reach home and tried to make Ryann sleep in his sarong as i needed more time to do housework and wash clothes. After so long he refuse to sleep. So i put him back to his bed. He flip around climb up and down just refuse to sleep. Tried to make him sleep like usually how i did every night but he still refuse. Scold him loudly, he dun seems to care. Smack him on his thigh, he feel nothing. never even cry. i smack him one more time, i can even feel the pain on my hand, yet he still dun feel anything. Tried to put him on sarong again. he manage to turn around and attempt to put his head out of the sarong and when he caught my eye, he smile at me. It got me burning and i really bring him out of the sarong and start to scold him and scream at him. Then he got scare and cry. I hurts me to do so. so painful to smack him, so painful to see him cry but i am really frustrated. Hubby tried to make him sleep, also cant. His eyes still open wide.

Finally got mum to help by bring the prayers talisman and clip on his clothes then he manage to fall asleep. that is already 11.40pm. He doesn't cry when i smack him already. Phew... SO frustrating and tired.

Happy birthday Sis!